my many many thoughts…
last saturday, 5 of us gathered in foodtiam again. 4 of us is from the very same primary school. Strange, I’ve never thought we can chat like this b4, or this close, we can discuss many things so openly, we r not like this when we were younger(n of cz, we r still young!) we had our 2nd year cny gathering this year and we also celebrated all our birthdays together. It’s really good to have u all as my frens, and i wished that our bonds will get stronger from time to time. For u guys reading this, I jz wanna let ya all know, I really care about my frens, my face may not shows it, but deep in my heart. I really like u guys, even though some of u can be quite annoying sometimes. I like hanging out wiv u all, and i hope that we can do more activities together, like our coming penang trip on june. I’m looking forward to it!
about my personal life, i really dunno where or how should i start wiv, last sat, when we hang out together, A touched something bout moral, he say that particular of relationship is something we shouldn accept, i was jz listening, not giving opinions. coz i was somehow ‘caught’ in that situation as well. we did nothing wrong, n we will nvr. n B, do i really always looked so sleepy to u? C, i know i was quiet most of the time, so i’ll try my best to talk more next time. and D, u acted like u understand me really damn well, but sometimes, u really R annoying, there r times when we should jz keep our mouth shut, no offense here though…
sometimes i really begin to think that my destiny was so extraordinary, i learned how to fly be i can even walk…, i may get something i want without using a lot of time, but in fact, my foundation is weak. i know i need to improved myself in many aspect, i wanna change, but i cant affort to lose something stabile, how i wish that i was a borned risk-taker. like my fren said 1 thing about me very true, i had many conflicts within myself.
also, i wish there is someone beside me that can motivates, encourages me, there r so many things i wanna do, but doing alone can be really sucks…
many of my frens went to overseas for trip. england, hong kong, china, thailand, suprised me. i m planning to go on a vacation next year too, wouldnt wanna be the last 1 to travel overseas other than s’pore. if i go this year is a bit too rushing, so, next year.
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