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今天你来了，其实没想到你还会再来的，觉得很意外也很开心，因为又见到你了。你第一次来的时候也是和家人一起来。当我在和你妈聊天的时候，我的视线一直都没离开过你，不知道你有察觉到吗？（就连我同事都问我，你一直看着人家的女儿干吗？）真有那么明显吗？哈哈！很喜欢看你笑的样子，很甜，只是很可惜一直都没机会好好和你说话，还好，今晚放工之后让我和同事逛夜市的时候再次遇见了你，我一直在想，你会不会也去同一个地方呢？还好被我遇上了，而且原来你也看到我。临走前，我还故意去撞撞你们一家和你们道别，我和你说了拜拜。看见了你的微笑与道别令我很开心（可能这次没吃柠檬的关系，哈！）。写这篇东西的时候我突然灵光一闪，我看到一些东西了…。

time fies…, so quick it’s already 1 week since we all came back from penang. i was supposed to update it soon after i came back, well, i’ve seen a lot in penang, and ate a lot as well. we begin the tour at 4.30am, i fetch other members. once i ‘collected’ them all, we entered the labu toll around 5.35am. The day was still dark, and it was so cold, it was the 1st time for me to drive so early in the morning, and it’s so far away from s’ban. but i know we can make it together, we drive until the sun comes out, and we reached ipoh around 8.30am. 1st thing 1st, we go to a dim sum restaurant to cure our stomach, quite a lot of variety but not as good as i expected…, after that, we carry on our journey to next stop, the taiping zoo, the weather was very hot that day, no wind, i think we should go visit zoo malacca again sometimes, haha. and our next stop, we go eat seafood at tambun, my geographics was bad, i thought tambun was still in perak, or whatever. The dish was not bad and quite reasonable. and our next top, we should enter georgetown now, so we cross the penang bridge, the toll was jammed, and so does the bridge. Penang was huge, almost comparable to KL, and the traffics too, people from KL should have no problems about the traffic in penang, but for a countryboy like me, it was really a headache, how i wished that i wasn’t the driver. after we entered the city, we made our way to our apartment, finally, we can rest up a little. After we settled down everything, it’s oredi time for dinner, as planned, we went to gurney drive, but as expected, there’s no easily reachable parkings nearby, so we have no choice but to park in gurney plaza, and walk all the way to gurney drive, again. We reached there, so many stalls selling different local delicacies, i ordered 2 fried kuew teow, which makes me wait for around 1 hour, standing there, and luckily, it worthes it. when i reaches our tables, my friends all finished their foods and drinks oredi, some even go for 2nd or 3rd round…, jeez…, after i finished my 2nd round, we all go back to get the cars and head back to the apartment. since it’s oredi late, it’s time to rest up so that we can continue our journey tomorrow. (end of day 1)

today i dated u again, bcos i was late serving customers, i rushed back n take shower, this u wouldn know. i reached ur place, u say u dressed simple, dun wanna go so far away, ok, fine, not THAT far, jz rasah jaya curry house there, we were chit-chatting, the conversation was going well, i supposed, the topics almost remains unchanged, i remember everything u told me, but can u remember any single thing i said? i dun wanna know, coz knowing u, u r harder than the rock or any icebergs. once, u told me about ur horoscopes, u r mysterious, dun like ppl to learn bout ya or step in ur life, u prefer to be alone, i understand, well, i din say i wanna come after u this time, jz wondering y u always keep urself away, din mean to be rude, but WHO DO U THINK U R? i jz wanna make frens wiv u, to know each other, now i really lost my appetites already n i become so fed up…, n lesser than half hour, ur hp rang up, u need to go back. wtf, my watch shows 11.06pm. last but not least, even though it was a BAD DATE, but i FOUND OUT SOMETHING USEFUL. in the end, after i send u back n reach my home, not even 12am… , i think i shall put u into my recycle bin oredi. in future, i really wanna know how ur prince will look like.

last saturday, 5 of us gathered in foodtiam again. 4 of us is from the very same primary school. Strange, I’ve never thought we can chat like this b4, or this close, we can discuss many things so openly, we r not like this when we were younger(n of cz, we r still young!) we had our 2nd year cny gathering this year and we also celebrated all our birthdays together. It’s really good to have u all as my frens, and i wished that our bonds will get stronger from time to time. For u guys reading this, I jz wanna let ya all know, I really care about my frens, my face may not shows it, but deep in my heart. I really like u guys, even though some of u can be quite annoying sometimes. I like hanging out wiv u all, and i hope that we can do more activities together, like our coming penang trip on june. I’m looking forward to it!

about my personal life, i really dunno where or how should i start wiv, last sat, when we hang out together, A touched something bout moral, he say that particular of relationship is something we shouldn accept, i was jz listening, not giving opinions. coz i was somehow ‘caught’ in that situation as well. we did nothing wrong, n we will nvr. n B, do i really always looked so sleepy to u? C, i know i was quiet most of the time, so i’ll try my best to talk more next time. and D, u acted like u understand me really damn well, but sometimes, u really R annoying, there r times when we should jz keep our mouth shut, no offense here though…

sometimes i really begin to think that my destiny was so extraordinary, i learned how to fly be i can even walk…, i may get something i want without using a lot of time, but in fact, my foundation is weak. i know i need to improved myself in many aspect, i wanna change, but i cant affort to lose something stabile, how i wish that i was a borned risk-taker. like my fren said 1 thing about me very true, i had many conflicts within myself.

also, i wish there is someone beside me that can motivates, encourages me, there r so many things i wanna do, but doing alone can be really sucks…

many of my frens went to overseas for trip. england, hong kong, china, thailand, suprised me. i m planning to go on a vacation next year too, wouldnt wanna be the last 1 to travel overseas other than s’pore. if i go this year is a bit too rushing, so, next year.

i cut my hair today, feel totally refreshed, and the way u cut my hair always satisfies me. I got many good feedbacks, haha. when i was down, i always go to saloon, not always, jz once a while, after i cut my hair, not only i looked refreshed, my mood and luck also better, not to say that i’m superstitious, but that’s the fact, n it’s proven to be true thus far.

we’ll go penang on june, can’t wait for it!

yesterday spoke to my sis, n i only know wat exactly my sis is doing(her job) after talking to her, u r better than wat u think u r. Our future’s on ur hands, so do it properly and we r ounting on u. gambateh! and i get a pic of wat i’ll be doing in future, i begin to saw something…

there’s more to write here actually…, but enough for now…

不知道是否只有我而已？到现在才觉得原来人一直都在变，虽然不敢肯定一定是变好了，但其实很多东西都会变，已经不记得曾经谁说过了，变换才是永恒。喜好，人生观，口味，态度，还有很多东西。我们都会受到身边的人和环境影响。有些事情从以前的不了解，很难接受到现在开始可以接受了，还跃跃欲试。可能如果我做了会受到批评，但我自由身，不必对任何人负责。有时候还真不想管那么多，想做就去做。做人要及时行乐啊！

今天我很不开心，应该说我担心才对，因为发生了一些事，而棘手的是不知源头在哪。钱花了无所谓，可是问题并没解决，真的很烦。其实我是个情绪波动蛮大的人，我很容易不开心，是我在自寻烦恼吗？一个人在钻牛角尖？我也很想笑口常开，可是也许我找不到值得开心的事吧？我不是工作狂，可是我的生活却好像就只有工作而已，我很少朋友，没有人脉，是半个机器人，好像就只会工作而已，其它的就什么都不会了，根本就像是古墓走出来的。有时真的想干脆隐居算了。

我听朋友说，他有一个女性朋友，就称她A吧。他觉得A对他有好感，而他和A在一起也挺舒服的。他们其实还蛮合得来的，A很聪明，一点就明，有时还能举一反三。可惜的是A已经名花有主了，要不然他们其实是有机会发展下去的。只能够说他们相逢恨晚了。

新的一年来临了，2008年，我重遇了很多小学同学，庆幸的是，我们好象混得比以前更熟了。这一年我们都常聚集在一起，更难得的是今年我们还第一次一起庆生。2008年的最后一天，我们又聚在一起吃火锅了，席上一直都有说有笑，我向往这样的场面很久了，很喜欢这种热闹的感觉，言谈之间还知道原来我们还挺在乎对方的。踏入了新的一年，我希望事事顺利，步步高升。我希望我们能常聚在一起，一起去多个地方游玩。2009年据说会是我的事业年，别的我不想再去想太多，专心工作好了，2010年再说吧！

I bought the insurance tonight, but i rejected the investment plan she proposed to me after enquired my dad’s opinion. I supposed that was a wise decision. The incentive may be attractive, but i may be shortage of cashflow, wait until i get richer ya…